Finally, I had to wake up to turn in my paper for English that I had stayed up late last night writing. I took a shower. I even walked up the 150 steps to campus instead of catching the shuttle (a punishment for myself for skipping out on two of my classes this morning). I realized that I do indeed have a problem that I definitely need to figure out. What a waste of time!! I am at school to learn not to watch the 7 seasons of the "Gilmore Girls". Skipping class is not like me, and skipping 3 classes is undoubtedly unlike me. I don't know what got into me, but I am going to change.
I found out later today that there might have been other forces keeping me in bed this morning. If I had left my apartment at 7 a.m. like I should have there might have been a chance that I could be dead; permanently frozen on the sidewalk outside of my apartment. It was -13 degrees at 7 in the morning today! No one should be out at that temperature!! It's not normal. The sun is shining but it's not warming up very well. My cheeks are still frozen. My headphone cords froze as well and they wouldn't stay in my ears.
I have recognized my addiction and I will no longer be a complete idiot. I am actually grounding myself: one of the things that I can't do to pay for my stupidity of the last couple days is go country dancing today!!! I will do better!!!!